This is bad. I don’t like this feeling, so why am I still feeling it?

I’m not really the type of person to feel like this, and it may seem really REALLY shallow when you realize what this is about. But whatever, I feel like blogging about it.

Anyways. I don’t wanna feel too clingy, but I just really want you to be with me a bit more than the other. I feel bad when I’m around while you guys have your inside jokes, and I find it hard to join in the conversation. It’s hard for me to do that in any case with anyone else, really. It just really sucks A LOT more when it happens when I’m with you. Things like that aren’t supposed to happen to people like us. Right?

I let you go wherever you want with whoever you want. I don’t really care. But lately, it’s starting to feel sucky. The feeling is catching up to me. I miss you. A lot. I really do. I want you to know how much I mean that.

Despite that, I don’t wanna give up. It’s been great so far, and I prefer looking at the brighter side. I believe you, and I trust you. I know you know that, but I just hope you don’t take too much advantage of that.

Seriously. The last thing you’d want is to see me pissed and/or sad. Even more if that happens at the same time.

Dear God, I sound like such a clingy bitch. HAHAHA.